jam and thoughts

because you stop thinking
to stop feeling
until nothing matters anymore

nothing's more important than the next
everything weighs the same
there are no differences
no standards
no judgements

days flow by like water
time means nothing
it moves it stops
but there's no change

you stop thinking to stop feeling
i turn to stone
nothing bothers me and nothing excites me
i don't care
i can't care

so it's you
i could let it mean something
but if i do i start thinking
so i don't
but i just end up waiting

so it's you
so what.